LEAVING ON A JETPLANE

~ dreams that has been there, will never be executed with the heart pounding yet not bearing... ~
Cintaridlis...

Leaving on the Jetplane, this is not that we have planned. We planned to leave on an aeroplane which will soar high up in the beautiful sky leaving to our dream destination. Indeed a dream is a dream, although we have faith that we will reach it soon along with lots of obstacles and perseverance.

And there at the hanger, I saw a jetplane meant for us with seated secured. A Jetplane afterall is a private plane and it is not near to the Aeroplane at all. A sign again. Outside facing the hanger is a wide, beautiful green plains still yet cool and breezy. Another part of the plains all ruckus with the after scene of flood and heavy rains. Two worlds apart, yet so magical. People everywhere trying to secure a flight out of the 'two magical plains', and few are helping out the needy and I am one of them who gets down the Jetplane to help my Uncle Safuan clearing his luggages. Another sign which I cant ignored. But at the back of my mind, I am thinking of Rid. His dream. Our dream.
   And there, at the rangers door, stood my paternal Uncle Muri. He seems lost in his gaze, looking lost in his eyes facing the beautiful green plains. Another sign for me that we have to stay.
   I saw Deen, my classmate from high school. He told me he is heading for Australia, but have not decided to which part of the country. He is still waiting for a plane ticket.
Right after I spoke to a few people that I knew, I suddenly saw the Jetplane that I am supposed to board taking off with my 3 children in it leaving me shocked and dumb. My seat was given to someone who needs it more than I do eventhough I have bought a ticket for my seat. Another sign for me.

Is it meant just for our children? All the hardwork and hardships that we went through is meant for our children and we have a choice to go ahead with our plans based on the Jetplane, a private plane is meant as an individual choice. But its a choice, and a decision that will affect everyone whom we called family and friends.

We planned for the future, but it is not up to us at the end of the finished dreams. To execute it, courage is needed. Our dream has yet to be fulfill.

~ A dream will always stay as a dream,
 if you never want to dream ~
Cintaridlis